Sigh..... My life sucks. well anyways im fat :O .... I'm like to my mum and sis, hmm i've been thinking about it and ima lose some weight cause everyone keeps teasing me.. the guy next to me is like double my size but they tease me because im like the only fat asian at school :( ..... my mum's like i doubt he can and viet, trying to mumble it to my sis. i now wonder why i got fat in the first place and just realise that my mum always put me down. Scenario:
Year 6: Distinction for maths competition : oh how come that kid got a high distinction and u didn't. gets sent to tutor at JAC... SO GAY
Year 7: Credit for english competition: oh read more ur so stupid...... 2 hour lecture on learning..... turns on tv.... talented kids....fml...get compared and get screwed even more... DAMN U TODAY TONIGHT~
then again, i got spoilt with food but it was the sadness that made me eat :( ....always getting put down...never having the support that ur family is suppose to give u... maybe my sis did sometimes but u always wants it from the person u respect most in the family.... ur mother...
well anyways, im eating healthy now and im probs gonna do some sort of fighting style jst for fun... new diet: eating veges
no carbs
protein (MEAT)
and just working out
exercising
riding bike lalalal etc
i just realise something else... i need new friends or friends that don't bully/tease/put me down... a joke goes into a comment which turns into bullying. sigggggghhhhhhhh.......... they need to learn to restrain them selves just like how i neeed to learn to shut UP LOLS
then again my life is sorta shit
trying to turn it around is probably gonna be hard but doing it now should set my future.. anyways im bored... humanities assignment and talking on msn now... CYA
btw HienLam leave me alone...... "not many boys blog"
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