emotional much???????

So guys... i dunno i just feel so emo. not sad i wanna commit suicide emo but emotional in a good and bad way i guess.

well it started off with me talking to my awesome friend kim and how she was deciding to go to Qa or to stay at OLC...

and i started to talk like a philosopher. talking about life, and yes, although it seems like im always a raging dick head, in my mind, im just a deep soft hearted guy.

and i just realised something, what i said is really meaningful and i guess i need to apply it to my life.

Like, just thinking about the world, thinking about our life up to date, looking up into the gazing stars and doing what we think is right for ourselves. we only live once so dont waste it. make it ENJOYABLE, make every moment memorable and just make it so meaningful to you that you would even take it to your own grave.

on the other hand, kim's story so far is just so sad. its like a korean drama, a story of love and betrayal.

yes people may speak of us harshly and betray us, but you shouldn't listen to what other people say, i try to make my life as positive as possible. yes i have rage problems, i guess its just hormonal. you know, the stage of life when everyone starts to experience puberty. you know, think about all the good things that happen to you cause it always cheers you up when ur sad. the embarrassing moments and photos. maybe they'll make you laugh, maybe they wont but it works for me.

just enjoy life. we only live once so dont waste it doing stupid shit. make the most of it. yes, we have our up and downs but in the end, we had the chance to experience life.

well this it. i guess i have a lot more to talk about, but blurting it all out at once would just make my blog crap

so laters gee

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