whats the point.......

so whats up guys?
yea ive been bogged down with school work and assignments and a whole lot of other shit..........
honestly, QA's fcking my life up so bad.....7 and a 1/2 hour of tutor a week now....i can't just lie down in peace anymore. i always have to be doing something....far out. underconstant pressure to get good grades, stressed out to the point of wanting to run into a wall and well....... i've just lost all motivation.

the moment i realised that we don't live forever....my life went downhill.....whats the point of going through all of this for no reason...we're gonna die anyway.....whats the point of life? whats the purpose of life? like honestly....... fcking hell......................................

sigh........i guess, i'll just have to find something to look forward to in life. 60 years till i die....

anyways, im not a depressed emo fuck, im a downie. know the difference LOL. but yea.................